Wednesday, August 31, 2011

My neighbor is my neighbor no more.


It’s been five days since the man living three doors down died.

There was yellow police tape all around his front yard, strewn up like lazy birthday streamers between the trees, enough parked police cars (those with lights and not) to clog my too narrow street and the wary, almost tiptoeing onlookers on the outskirts, they with the hushed tones and darting eyes. The mind races in a happenstance like this one, tries to make sense of what it sees, this scene borrowed from the movies.

Who shot who? What drugs were involved? And I thought I lived in a safer neighborhood than this.

I added myself to those curious onlookers straightaway, wanting to ask someone, but not knowing anyone enough to do so, each of us in search of answers. Wanting to ask one of the policemen so intent on their reports, but not doing so. Instead, it suits my purposes to peek, wonder in quiet and hope to piece together a story with any possible clues. Only there aren’t any. No body or bullet holes or bloodstains. And it’s as quiet as it always is, where the number of cats here outnumbers anyone else outside and the bird conversations take up more airspace than the human ones. 



Friday, August 26, 2011

Failing and Flying — Jack Gilbert

Everyone forgets that Icarus also flew.
It’s the same when love comes to an end,
or the marriage fails and people say
they knew it was a mistake, that everybody
said it would never work. That she was
old enough to know better. But anything
worth doing is worth doing badly.
Like being there by that summer ocean
on the other side of the island while
love was fading out of her, the stars
burning so extravagantly those nights
that anyone could tell you they would never last.
Every morning she was asleep in my bed
like a visitation, the gentleness in her
like antelope standing in the dawn mist.
Each afternoon I watched her coming back
through the hot stony field after swimming,
the sea light behind her and the huge sky
on the other side of that. Listened to her
while we ate lunch. How can they say
the marriage failed? Like the people who
came back from Provence (when it was Provence)
and said it was pretty but the food was greasy.
I believe that Icarus was not failing as he fell,
but just coming to the end of his triumph.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

"Let Me Down" — Tony Kevin Jr.


I was first introduced to this song by the guy singing it, live and wearing a ridiculous poncho, on an island outside of Seattle. Trees to my front, water at my back. A tiny replacement band providing the set of music and a bunch of reverent listeners sprawled all over the grass, drinking it in. When he got to the first "Give me one more chance to let you down ..." part, everybody was singing it along with him. It kept happening, too. Someday I hope to blame this song ... and that moment alone ... for making me up and move to the Pacific Northwest. Because you never know.

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

All praise Bryan John Appleby!

Just in case anybody was wondering, it may not get better than this song, this voice, this singer-songwriter of a shaggy man and this video right here. I'm just counting my lucky stars (of which I have 7) because I do believe I'll be seeing him do this very thing (and quite soon, no less). Less boat and more beard, to be sure, but I'm very okay with that. Seek after his music, too. He's a keeper. Keep him in your iPod and on your record players. I think we're gonna be beard brothers.

Sunday, August 07, 2011

Louisiana photo-op.

I'm not real certain what I'm pledging my allegiance to here. Perhaps the weight of my pec was so great I needed to hold it up. Regardless, this was at a shoot last week in a tiny Louisiana town in 107 degrees (125 if you're counting that heat index, which we most certainly were). This was me wishing I wasn't in jeans. Humidity is a killer. I heard some cows were falling down dead in that craziness, even. I kid you not. Who kids about dead cows? Not this guy.